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I don't suppose there's prewritten instructions on the right and wrong way, is there?

its a bit straight forward. if u drink down too much shimmer, ure body might deform into a disgusting monster. so dont do that.

Gross.

( ... )

You have my attention, though. Can I see the Shimmer?

if u get a knife, sure!

I've got a knife.

( ...

okay so not a super funny joke. and maybe only half a joke, but clarke gets it. )

So it's in your body. Got it. Why bother telling me then?

so i can put it some of my blood in a jar for u to have?

I'm struggling with the fact you want me to have any at all.

the halloween party crap just got me thinking thats all. a lot of us got fucked. unless if its caused by me, not into it. so. my blood can help out everyone w/ the next excursion. not a perm fix but keeps us alive longer.

That's... Really generous of you, Jinx.

( insta-trustworthy? no, clarke still has doubts and will always have doubts when it comes to the other girl but. it's the understatement of the century to say halloween didn't get her well and truly fucked up — both physically in the moment, and perpetually in the head. that open mess of a chest wound had lead to her death, if there'd been a healing agent within reach maybe none of it would have gone down that way.

maybe she wouldn't have spent her last moments cursing the creature wearing natsuno's body while he held her hand. maybe she wouldn't have slit rita's throat upon coming back possessed, or slashed jade's arm. )

I really don't want a repeat of last month. Ever.

ditto. unless again. im the one pulling the streets. that part is fun! im giving my blood out to a few ppl. buuuuut i know i got a rep here so some might think im up to no good. so i thought hEY what if i start off w/ u, u know? if the others see that my blood can be of help to u then the word will spread.

Edited 2022-12-05 23:18 (UTC)

You know if you give me some of your blood, you can't control when I use it, right? And my reputation isn't all that peachy throughout the ship.

why would i control what u do w/ it? yea its not and somehow u got more ppl on ur side. how in the hell is THAT fair?

Because if you ever grievously hurt me in one of your little games, I would use it to heal and subsequently ruin your day. And it's fair because I don't brag about the terrible things I've done. I'm at least contrite.

ruin my day? oh no no no! itll just make the game more FUN! huh. i need to fix that then. need to find a way to expose u.

( A LONG SIGH. this had been going relatively well, she ought to have expected the eventual reminder that jinx was balls out crazy. )

Yeah, yeah. We'll see. And. Good luck, I guess? I don't know how you'd go about that, or what dirt you think you'd find.

thnx! im p. good at finding things. i have ears and eyes everywhere u know.

You also have a mouth, and I'm a relatively open book. You could just ask, but I won't stand in the way of your "fun".

rly? u would just shout out ur crimes to anyone and everyone?

( ....okay, fair. no, she wouldn't. )

I don't tend to lie. Is there something you specifically want to know?

not rly. just ppl should stop treating u like the good lil girl that u are when u and i both know ure not. ure just as cruel as me. iiiiiiiiiiiiif not worse!!! b/c i dont go around killing ppl. crazy right?! me. not killing ppl.

Edited 2022-12-09 15:14 (UTC)

Stalking a kid until he agreed to blow himself up still counts as you being complicit. And is way worse than killing one person in self defense.

oh grow up. he fucked w/ me too u know. hes not so innocent. ill accept being the "bad guy" if u acknowledge the fact he had a hand in this too.

What exactly did he do other than win a messed up murder game he didn't even want to play?

he sent me a rly loud audio sound thru the phone. heres a lil fact about me:

( ... actually, how should she word this since only venti knows how she gets with her mental state? )

im v. sensitive to certain sounds. so that high pitch whatev he sent rly messed w/ me. it took HOURS for me to just. be. myself again.

Did Natsuno know that was going to upset you, though?