skaikru | (no subject)

What exactly did he do other than win a messed up murder game he didn't even want to play?

he sent me a rly loud audio sound thru the phone. heres a lil fact about me:

( ... actually, how should she word this since only venti knows how she gets with her mental state? )

im v. sensitive to certain sounds. so that high pitch whatev he sent rly messed w/ me. it took HOURS for me to just. be. myself again.

Did Natsuno know that was going to upset you, though?

does it matter? he did it to piss me off. no one sends a high pitch audio for shits and giggles.

Hm. Maybe. But I don't buy he'd text you out of the blue for no reason.

i txt him first but i was just telling him what i was up to. kinda like im how txtin u now. same shit.

( banal enough. big difference clarke has to wonder over is that she's not scared of jinx. but she's not just going to out and say that so )

You're really going to hold an unintentional trigger against him that hard?

it was FUCKING INTENTIONAL!

Maybe to make you jump. Not to make you jump into the deep end.

oh yeah? how about the time he came in playback and fucked w/ my game? explain THAT to me. i was there by myself not bothering anyone. he snuck in and plugged the machine ON PURPOSE. then started making FUCKING mouse noises. u want to stick up for him FOR THAT?!

Do you objectively realize how ridiculous "oh, he ruined my video game and squeaked at me so I hate and want to kill him" sounds? I'm not going to say that wasn't petty, but accept the situation when you're the one who instigates it. Or just be the bigger person.

ure missing the WHOLE POINT!!! THE POINT IS everyone HERE thinks i mess w/ him 24/7. nonstop that im obsessed w/ him PLEASE. hes not remotely attractive. he meant SO DAMN LIL TO ME the MOMENT the enforcer girl stomped her disgusting rich boots onto the boat. but u ALL OF U would NOT let it go that IVE moved on to bigger fish. ive attempted to have NORMAL CONVOS w/ the idiot I EVEN SAVED HIM DURING THE DEAD PPL ATTACK. but we'll gloss over that right? big meanie jinxie is so mean and natsuno is the fucking pretty perfect child.

Edited 2022-12-12 08:00 (UTC)

He doesn't have to be perfect. He's my friend. I don't know who 'all of you' is supposed to mean, but I'm never forgetting what you put him through. And forgiveness? That's earned. You want to move past this indefinitely, it's really simple: Do better.

what "i" put him thru? so pouring beans on the carpet is what set him off? thats.... v. pathetic now that i think about it. who would had thought i would find someone who is even more spineless than a girl i use to know? btw pranking is not a crime, sweetheart. a harmless one at that. u KNOW i could go waaaaaaaaaaaaay harder if i rly wanted.

I'm not talking about stupid pranks. But it's not my place to talk about personal history. If Natsuno wanted you to know details, he'd tell you himself. For now Jinx, just let the main takeaway be: if you want to stop being treated like an asshole, stop being an asshole. Not hard. It'd actually make everyone's lives so much easier. We could turn our attention onto bigger fish that needed to be fried instead of doing whatever the hell this chat is.

what do u call me giving u my blood then, stupid? i could keep the shit to myself. still can. i haven't made the batch yet.

It's your blood, Jinx. Do whatever the hell you want with it.

( though now clarke knows, and has subsequent questions, and channels a little palamedes and wants samples. if this doesn't pan out generously, in future ventures she'll be watching for opportunities to get a little still. )

right. and im trying to GIVE IT TO U but ure being a pain now.

If you're just trying to do a good deed, it shouldn't matter if I'm being a pain or not. If you're just trying to curry favor, just one act isn't going to cut it. So again: your choice.

ill never understand what barbato sees in u. ure so annoying. i dont know whats worse. ur voice or the way u type.

What, mostly grammatically correct, punctuated proper English?

no stupid the way u txt makes me want to punch ur teeth in. acting like ure so smart and shit. u cant even make a gateway transporter w/ wood and metal. and thats BASIC 101 shit.

I never said I was smart, and I'm well aware I'm no mechanic. Might be interested in learning some day, but after what happened to Ebalon it's not the highest priority on my list.

OH YEAH1!! he rly went KABLEWIE huh? well it sorta happens with test runs. GOTTA EXPECT IT!

Don't think he expected it, otherwise he would have made someone else walk through it first.