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( damn, that must be some wine. and... honestly? good for him. he deserves to feel nice, fuzzy, warm and happy. )
You good? Do you need adult supervision?
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no
for superivisn, yes to food
goid
good
anyway im not drunk because shiki cant
i think it s because
your'e my best friend
so you know
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( and warm and can't walk straight or spell right )
because I'm your best friend?
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but
i'm also happy youre my best friend
not fizzy though
like you said
chocolate cake standaet
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( why is her previous humiliation coming back to hit a lil close to the feels? it's weird. clarke has no complaints. )
Since we're best friends, can you do me a few favors?
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and curry
favors sure
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Favors: stay away from deck railings tonight. Drink a full bottle of water and take like, four Ibuprofen before you pass out. Eat something right now. Don't go near the pool or hot tub. Don't touch any knives or guns. Don't go to the Bridge. Just, blanket request, don't do anything I'd do.
And last but not least... Enjoy yourself.
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👍
2/3 i lied
i ate
enjoying myself
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i got it
the facors thing
youre worried about me
that's really nice of you
youre a good best friend
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but also aaaaw, buddy! )
Well, for you I try. Of course I'm worried about you.
( after everything that happened last month? after everything that's happened ever? )
But I'm glad you're having a good time. You deserve to relax and get out of your head for a bit.
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really bad
unless you mean metaforically? then yes
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i know you said to get ouf of my head but iwas thinking
tohru chan was my best frined before and youre my best friend now but
its not the same
eeven if youre both blond and he was youre age too that;s a weird conisedence
never mind
point is i dont like you the same way
youre a better best friend than tohru chan but
...
...
i think i had a crush on tohru chan
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( she is internally s c r e a m i n g rn.
but that quiet reaction slips into something a little milder with that next text. huh, is this tohru time? all those months ago, way back in july, natsuno hadn't balked when clarke used "the people we love" to reference the friend that'd come to kill him, who he couldn't run away with and thus didn't run away from. but he'd not said it so forthright and she hadn't pushed. it'd be nice if clarke could keep this light and rib him for having a specific type in regards to friendship but, yeah that wouldn't land. and all she can really think about is how much worse a crush must have made his death. )
You just think you had a crush? You don't actually know, didn't realize it in the moment?
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iwasnt really thinking about it because i was gonna leave sotoba after graduation anyway and tohru chan wanted t ask the nruse out
but now im inside my head looking back with a different pespektive
and
i really loved him
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I'm so sorry. That the situation and timing didn't work out for you before. And that everything got awful after.
But I'm also so happy you got to have that, Natsuno. It's a wonderful thing to love someone like that.
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id do it all over again you know
no regrets
i told him it's fine too
when he was crying but it really sucks
im always sad voer tohru chan
but now im sad in a new way too and it
really sucks
i said really sucks twice
3 now
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I promise it is.
And say it as much as you want, all of that really really really sucks. Mourn as much as you need, but don't forget it'll be okay if, eventually, you stop feeling less sad about him.
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rea lly
really sucks
i don;t think i have enough really to describe it
i'm feeling a lot right now but
technicly i have eternity to fee l less sad
you think i can mourn later
im still fuzzy but i want te happy back
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What would make you happy right now?
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[30 seconds later:]
rita
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( OH HECKIN REALLY????
...aw ♥ you know clarke's also ready to give him so many hugs but they can wait. )
You know, I bet Rita Mordio could use so many hugs. You should definitely go do that.
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i;m gonna
[Then it's radio silence until tomorrow, off he goes to get his cuddles]
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Have fun.
( — then really hopes that radio silence is because he's following her last instruction. that's really fricking cute and now that she knows, there is a 1000% chance she sees it every time the three of them are in the same room. she'd railed so hard against forming interpersonal or romantic relationships to stede bonnet's face but a) is a complete hypocrite and, b) thinks natsuno deserves whatever makes him a little bit happier so as the song goes: "fuck what i said, it don't mean shit now".
...shit does she need to tell him about palamedes after this at some point? )