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No. Right, of course. You're still romancing Ebalon.
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look, point is, i think Friday will loan us/let us do what we need if it's 4 a fun cause!
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ask clarke to expand on the situation further, and it's just a lot of unintelligible shouting over what he tried to do to natsuno yuuki, with lumine and john watson as a foot note. venti's in the postscript, equally victimized, but at least that'd been quick.
overall, just. ew. )
Right.
( that's one text, all by itself, a stand along and then a pause to allow that sensation of heavy disappointment to translate via text. then — )
I'll be sure to ask her next time I see her.
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!!!! ok!
i look forward to it!!!
its gonna be weird to have a picnic not on land, but
looking out to the sea will be nice
itll be good to relax a little!
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but if mizuki can move on, so can clarke. conversationally at least, she's still scowling and grinding her teeth. )
You're probably right. But it still never feels like we can relax on this ship.
( we? the royal we? what clarke means is i can't relax here but she likes to build community through syntax and projecting/lumping everyone in with her own emotions. one layer beneath: she can't harp on jinx for chasing romance one second and not quietly judge mizuki for doing the same in the very next, yanno? )
There's so much to do...
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i have so many theories and ideas rolling in my head all the time
i wish i were more capable like some of u, maybe i could investigate them better
u_u
but sometimes u need 2 relax
like how painters need 2 step away from their art 4 a sec
and they can come back w fresh eyes and stuff?
kinda like that
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( painters, huh? even in her manic throes of sketching faces from home before she forgets what they look like, it'd never been relaxing. never cathartic, just a part of the grieving process — exacerbated when the final works don't properly capture her mothers eyes. coming back to it with fresh eyes just reinforces the flaws in the works. )
I don't know
How to relax anymore?
I tried. I went and played in the arcade with Natsuno after the party, but still ended up ruining that in the end.
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i can even set everything up so u don’t have to lift a finger or anything
💖
it’ll be good 4 u 2 not think just 4 a little while
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I don't want you to go out of your way for that though.
But I'll try it. If you do.
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making ppl smile and have a good time is 1 of the things i strive 2 do well back home.
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of course not. and we’ll be finding stuff out in the process of having fun so it won’t be a waste of u don’t actually have a good time!!
but im sure u will!!
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Alright. If that's all good, just let me know when and where.
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can’t wait!!!