( and if it wasn't abundantly clear how deep her well of shame ran in regard to those hard decisions and the blood left on her hands after they were made, clarke is very pointedly not looking anywhere close to natsuno. doesn't want to watch anyone else's face go from friendly to disgusted or scared at the sight of her. desperately wants to be understood, but doesn't want to push the topic.
clarke makes a heavy, wet sniff. )
I didn't want that reputation, but once I had it, I used it. ( with varying degrees of success, the most recent failure being brushed off by their most recent captor. )
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( and if it wasn't abundantly clear how deep her well of shame ran in regard to those hard decisions and the blood left on her hands after they were made, clarke is very pointedly not looking anywhere close to natsuno. doesn't want to watch anyone else's face go from friendly to disgusted or scared at the sight of her. desperately wants to be understood, but doesn't want to push the topic.
clarke makes a heavy, wet sniff. )
I didn't want that reputation, but once I had it, I used it. ( with varying degrees of success, the most recent failure being brushed off by their most recent captor. )