[ he's pretty much thinking along the same lines, it really really isn't as if he makes a habit of fucking his followers. honestly. well of course there are times he follows people home from the bar and if in mondstadt, it's very likely they pray to him but even so they'd have no clue the silly wasted bard they're taking home is actually their god.
clarke knows. and she knows the weakness of him and far more than he'd ever mean to tell her but the cat's out of the bag, he really is prime example of Worst Person to ever be in a relationship with. if he were more legit he really should break up with mizuki again and spare them because seriously this is getting ridiculous.
he too has to find god (if only) and try to rewind his thoughts of clarke back to a more stable platonic era. yeah. surely it's do-able. even though her consideration of him and offering to delete the pic is terribly kind... he's a silly fantasy era (boomer) bard who has no idea how to delete pics even if he knows how to take them, and maybe every time he sees it he low or highkey really does want to die again.
but, also, ] are you sure i don't? even with a reminder I've made such a mess of everything
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clarke knows. and she knows the weakness of him and far more than he'd ever mean to tell her but the cat's out of the bag, he really is prime example of Worst Person to ever be in a relationship with. if he were more legit he really should break up with mizuki again and spare them because seriously this is getting ridiculous.
he too has to find god (if only) and try to rewind his thoughts of clarke back to a more stable platonic era. yeah. surely it's do-able. even though her consideration of him and offering to delete the pic is terribly kind... he's a silly fantasy era (boomer) bard who has no idea how to delete pics even if he knows how to take them, and maybe every time he sees it he low or highkey really does want to die again.
but, also, ] are you sure i don't?
even with a reminder I've made such a mess of everything