[ ...... well in retrospect she's not wrong, clarke is right, it was kind of psychotic. but at that time he'd lowkey or highkey been suicidal and out of his mind in one of the worst ways and even now thinking back to that is like trying to vaguely recall a bad dream.
or a nightmare that his mind instinctively reels from. ]
no, he doesn't. don't tell him she did kill you too I can't blame her for this or even her for doing what she did on the island [ they were so disorganized after all. they were told to kill one another and some of them simply did so. she at least tried to do so mercifully, he could tell that much. even killing him as relatively painlessly as she did. ]
but
it still hurt but what hurt more is how much i hurt him
cw for suicidal thoughts and i guess mention of decapitation belatedly
or a nightmare that his mind instinctively reels from. ]
no, he doesn't.
don't tell him
she did kill you too
I can't blame her for this or even her for doing what she did on the island [ they were so disorganized after all. they were told to kill one another and some of them simply did so. she at least tried to do so mercifully, he could tell that much. even killing him as relatively painlessly as she did. ]
but
it still hurt
but what hurt more is how much i hurt him